The inspiration to write comes at the oddest of times. Just when I think I have nothing left - not even an ounce of something worthy to share, something comes out of the blue and knocks me off my feet. Have you ever started writing and been surprised by the ending?
To be honest, that's one of my favorite things about writing. I learn so much about myself and how I see the world around me as I let my fingers type and my mind roll with it. It's pretty dang fun.
Lately I've been working on a few posts that require a lot of rewriting. My writing flow has not come as easily and the topics are heavy, which doesn't make a great mix. To make it even more complicated, I've been reading through Proverbs and have been so struck by the weight that words hold. It's so easy to just let whatever first comes to my mind fly out of my mouth (or onto the screen) without pausing to think - is that helpful? is it necessary? is it uplifting? is it truthful? is it God-glorifying?
Do you see a man who is hasty in his words? There is more hope for a fool than for him. - Proverbs 29:20
Shew. Does that sting anyone else at all? There are several relationships in which I really struggle to rein in my words, let alone my thoughts, and it's not pretty. The weight of that realization has been heavy on me these past few weeks. I'm also reading Women of the Word by Jen Wilkin, which I'll be sharing more details about Monday! But one of her first points is the ever important reminder that the Bible is about God. The Bible teaches us about God's character, and drawing near to him, studying him, learning more about him is what makes us desire to be more like him. That is what gives us guidance in tough situations.
The Bible was not written for us to find the how-to answers we seek when life gets tough. It's not there to tell us where to go to college, whom to marry, where to work and go to church... but it does teach us about God's character, gives us glimpses of who he is, what he's like and how he calls us to be holy as he is holy.
For the Lord gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding; he stores up sound wisdom for the upright; he is a shield to those who walk in integrity. - Proverbs 2:6-7
So not only am I attempting to be more thoughtful about the words I express, but I'm also reminding myself to draw near to God and learn about him in my Scripture study, rather than looking for a solution to my problems. Isn't it funny, how we can take a book so clearly about the King of this earth and make it about ourselves? And by funny, I mean such perfect proof that we so desperately need him.
What does writing look like for you? Have you experienced days when you're surprised by what you write? Have you felt the weight of your words in a way you wish you hadn't?